Chocomilk’s SnuggleBee..b(^.~)

I feel like I haven’t seen everybody since Adam’s goodbye party…No wait, I haven’t! Lmfao. Oh well, today had been the first ever official hang out we had since school started..even though it has only been 7 days??? lawl. I miss everyone, it feels really good just chilling and having a break from all the stress and homework just for one more day..=*}

I almost forgot how awesome it is while just hangin with everybody. I gues I really missed you all….A LOT! =/
But this firday had made up for it. I’m glad I came with you guys… I might get in trouble tomorow coz apparently my dad and I are having “a talk”… -_-
Oh, well…hangin with everyone was worth it…realllyy worth it. b^.~

Hey, You!
Thanks for making tonight the best day of my life…so far. LOL, it’s actually better than when you gave me my birthday gift.. ♥ Thank you, really appreciate it. And about THAT topic? Dont EVER EVER feel obligated that I want you to choose, okay? because you know I’d always make you choose him over me, okay? Because I know you guys have been friends since I don’t know when, I don’t want to ruin that. I don’t want him to feel like I’M the reason you “changed” and even though he already thinks that, I don’t want to make it worse by acting like I don’t know. I’ll try my best to supress it..but I’ll always do what’s best for you..I know you’re trying your very best..and you might feel like it’s not enough right now..but maybe later, it will be. Just believe me..okay?

I Love You..Forever and nothing will ever change that. Forever. ♥

WHYYY!?!?!?!?! >_no no no no!! Summer vacation’s over.
So what is it, like a day before the first day of school? AGAIN!? Damn,i don’t want to go back to school yet…I don’t know why. I guess..I won’t be enjoying the additional work, resposibility, and deducted (immensely deducted) free time. =[

But more importantly...I don't think I'm ready to miss my ChocoMilk too much yet. I know I might be able to see you everyday next year..but I still don't want you to wake up soo early just to drop me off to school. UGH! Why isn't there an easier route for you and meee!!!.. >_It'll help boost up my day.. LOL, like coffee or an energy drink...without the crash..lmao..♥ I hope nothing changes next year though. I hope nothing would ever come between us next year, nothing, or more importantly noone, can ever be strong enough to break us apart. I know you'll expect my schedule to be really tight next year, but, I'll do my best to make it work for the both of us, baby. I'll never let you go..or ever fall. I promise you that. Nothing can ever steal me away from you..okay? I'll never let my busy schedule interfere with you and me. NEVER.

-sigh-
Soo.. First day of school. HAAHH... expectations? Well, I'm really nervous, for one. I don't know what to do and who to talk to except Alyanna. I don't even have a class with her. I'm gunna be lonely.. =/
And soo far? Not really feeling omptimistic right now.. still gotta work on that. I want to look forward to my first year of high school, but..I just can't seem to find the reason why I should.. Maybe because it's all new... YET AGAIN. Like the past 4 years have..
I guess I just have to endure it. I know you'll be there to watch out for me.. right?

I have faith in us, I have hope in us, I have everything for us. I'll do anything for us. Anything to keep us from falling apart because I don't know what I'd do if that ever happened. I don't know if I could ever forgive myself if I let you slip away and leave you behind. I can't imagine it. That's why I trust you when you said You have confidence in us next year..and the year after that..and the year after..and so on..lmfao. ♥ I don't know what else I can do, but I know I can try. I can try my hardest for this.

"And when it's hard to smile. Remember all along, the fight is always worth the while."[♥][♥]

Patawarin moh ko kung palagi nalang akong nagtatampo..
Nami-miss lang kita..palage.
v_v
Sana sa Grandin nalang akoh pumunta..
Hanggang ngayon pinagsisisihan koh yung desisyon na yun..
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Sana wag kang magbabago..kasi lulungkot ako kapag nalaman kong di moh na koh mahal kasi naiinis ka na saken..
Sorry na, okay??
Sana pagtiisan moh nalang kapag naguguluhan kana saken..
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Mahal Kita…
Mahal na mahal kita, baby..♥♥
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welll, my parents just made plansa LAST NIGHT! to go to Drumheller today MORNING!…then straight ot Banff after and spend the night there. Jasper the next day..

oh, well, it’s better to have it now than later, coz then , that would ruin my plans..lawl.

hmm..I’m gunna suffer from missing you again.. But I’ll have fun for you once more..

Well, I’ll be back probably tuesday morning..or monday night. There’s no way in hell I’m staying there for more than 3 days..-.-

WEll, I’ll just try to be as optimistic about this as possible. Even though I don’t even wanna go places for the rest of the summer anymore. *sigh. I need to show my grandparents how awesome Alberta is, I guess…oh, well.

I’m gunna miss you like crazy, ChocoMilk!!
♥♥…!

Bus stop pictures are super ninja WIN!

hmm..tsk, soo..today’s been a good day..Well the beggining and the last part, at least. I just chilled with my baby againss..♥
b(^.~)

Baby..I love hangin with you a lot for many reasons;

• You’re always patient and you’re always willing to wait for me. Even though I INSIST for you not to bother…because you’re just stubborn like that.
• You always compromise even though I try to.
• You “die” whenever I hug you and that makes me smile..warmly. =*}
• You make me laugh and smile every single time.
• Just the fact that I’m with you is already enough to plaster a dorky goofy grin on my face..
• You always make sure I’m alright and you don’t get pissed off when I’m being a party-pooper.
• You always try everything to make it up to me, even though you didn’t even do anything bad..hahahha.
• When you “die”, you have that really cute habit when you look at me in that really weird way that makes me blush..=*}
• You hug me in that different way only you do..♥
• When I’m with you I just always want the whole earth to stop revolving, the clock to stop ticking, and that very special moment just freezing.

=*}

♥…I Love You, ChocoMilk